And again I did it, leaving my blog ‘bersawang’..another
masterpiece!!!well, greetings everybody…assalamualaikum
chenta hatiku (mode:MERAPU), perindu Rasulullah s.a.w., pendamai
agama Allah. Dah selawat? Dah bersyukur? O Allah!!! How much I miss to write
but loss my words right now. This will be a short post written precisely,
insyaAllah.
Here I tell what I did for few days
once semester break started!!
Previous
10th May,
I’ve graduated from MARA College, it’s
quite a nice feeling but not exactly wonderful. SOMETHING is missing in me, no
emotional feeling when my friends are completely drown into sadness leaving
KMKN, and me, just another typical thing cross my mind was, ‘I’m done here!! No
time to waste, I leave as early as I can’.
Woott…woott…is it KMKN leave me no marks, no sentimental values??
Am I fooled by my own emotions?? Naaaaa…it couldn’t be
SOMETHING IS REALLY WRONG WITH ME!!!
14th
May ^^,
That is my previous crap emotions,
being heartless….
And right on this date, I really struck
by a strong emotion….clueless to leave
KMKN!!
Sorrow, sad, and speechless???haha…
I am here in KMKN, on a mission of
DAkWAH & TARBIYAH…I’m happy, a glorious
feeling bloomed when I was asked to be a part of the team handling the SPT
students for the whole week. Never thought of coming back to KMKN, but I am the chosen one..hehe. Meeting with the
juniors ~ there are too many
of them, total of 448!!, my adrenaline come to rush.
‘I need to do something even if it
needs me to say a simple word but leave them marks. That the least I can do before i leave’.
As best as I can, I hardly try to make comfy
situations, to be able to talk to them and being friendly ~ it is not so called hypocrite, just some part of me that
keep hidden..ok lol..
19
May,
Today is my friend birthday…sanah helwah Amirah Noordin, may Allah grant you strength to stand on His track for the rest of your life . I miss every single thing about Vinayaka, V1, my roommates, kak Bijah
& kak Dina, kak Mar, my usrahmates, my Miftahul Jannah…and of course I miss
everything when it comes to KMKN.
what I can conclude here, KMKN did
leave marks in me..yet the sentimental value is instil right in my memories. I just
need to look ahead for coming future, no more taking glance at my past.
RCMP!!Wait for us!!
p/s : short post la sangat=P
p/s : short post la sangat=P
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