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Another Mission On D&T


And again I did  it, leaving my blog ‘bersawang’..another masterpiece!!!well, greetings everybodyassalamualaikum chenta hatiku (mode:MERAPU), perindu Rasulullah s.a.w., pendamai agama Allah. Dah selawat? Dah bersyukur? O Allah!!! How much I miss to write but loss my words right now. This will be a short post written precisely, insyaAllah.


Here I tell what I did for few days once semester break started!!


Previous 10th May,
I’ve graduated from MARA College, it’s quite a nice feeling but not exactly wonderful. SOMETHING is missing in me, no emotional feeling when my friends are completely drown into sadness leaving KMKN, and me, just another typical thing cross my mind was, ‘I’m done here!! No time to waste, I leave as early as I can’.


Woottwoottis it KMKN leave me no marks, no sentimental values??
Am I fooled by my own emotions?? Naaaaait couldn’t be


SOMETHING IS REALLY WRONG WITH ME!!!



14th May ^^,
That is my previous crap emotions, being heartless.
And right on this date, I really struck by a strong emotion.clueless to leave KMKN!!


Sorrow, sad, and speechless???haha


I am here in KMKN, on a mission of DAkWAH & TARBIYAHI’m happy, a glorious feeling bloomed when I was asked to be a part of the team handling the SPT students for the whole week. Never thought of coming back to KMKN, but I am the chosen one..hehe. Meeting with the juniors ~ there are too many of them, total of 448!!, my adrenaline come to rush. 

‘I need to do something even if it needs me to say a simple word but leave them marks. That the least I can do before i leave’.


As best as I can, I hardly try to make comfy situations, to be able to talk to them and being friendly ~ it is not so called hypocrite, just some part of me that keep hidden..ok lol..


19 May,
Today is my friend birthdaysanah helwah Amirah Noordin, may Allah grant you strength to stand on His track for the rest of your life . I miss every single thing about Vinayaka, V1, my roommates, kak Bijah & kak Dina, kak Mar, my usrahmates, my Miftahul Jannahand of course I miss everything when it comes to KMKN.


what I can conclude here, KMKN did leave marks in me..yet the sentimental value is instil right in my memories. I just need to look ahead for coming future, no more taking glance at my past.

RCMP!!Wait for us!!

p/s : short post la sangat=P

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Saya Sayang Awak


Ah berjaya juga publish latest entri setelah berbulan terbengkalai, bersawang, tak berpenghuni blog ni (Alhamdulillah…)
Assalamualaikum empunya diri, tak sedar ke dah habis satu semester dekat Kuala Nerang? Err, nak kata sibuk pun alasan tak munasabah juga ~ ada je waktu terluang dibiarkan terbuang.
Aduhai diri bila lagi nak sedar nie….dah lari daripada matlamat sebenar, azam dah mula meluntur ke? Serasanya diri kena polish up!!!
Hmm tapi ada satu cerita dekat sini, cerita lawa..hmm bagi cantik sikit bahasa, cerita indah ~ warming up dulu untuk permulaan ni.
Pada mulanya, hati berhitung juga nak cerita ke tak tapi bila dah habis buat kira-kira tu terfikir juga apa salahnya berkongsi keindahan ‘The Miracles’ yang Allah persembahkan, live lagi tu. Alamak indahnya mengingatkan saat tu!
Semuanya bermula dengan ‘lamaran’ dari seorang teman saya dekat kolej. Don’t get me wrong, that pal is a girl for sure. She proposed me to join her project that one day, a plan seeking for His mardhatillah.
U.S.R.A.H.
To be truth, she did gave her best shot by her simple words, ‘Ainee, saya nak awak jadi naqibah.’
Ok, where that idea came from? 
(Aduhai Didi memang saya hadir malam pertemuan dengan ex-naqibah, but not purposely volunteering myself to be a naqibah. I wanna join the usrah guide by someone else.)
Hati tertanya juga saat tu, ‘Apa nilai yang Didi nampak pada aku?’ Tapi waktu tu saya tak mempersoalkan apa pun yang disampaikan teman saya yang sorang tu. Mesti Allah tengah nak bagi hint ni. Setibanya hujung minggu, beberapa orang sahabat lain yang turut di ‘approach’ oleh Didi pun mengadakan pertemuan untuk tengok senarai ahli usrah.
Gulpp!! Tersentap tengok satu nama tu. Sekali tengok tak percaya. Berulang kali tengok, huh realiti rupanya. Alamak dah gelisah dah ni. Dalam hati pula,
‘Hey Didi ni biar betul. Dah la aku takut dengan dia. Tup! Tup! Under aku juga diletaknya. Musykil betul!’.
Bila tiba giliran saya ditanya ada maslah ke tentang anak-anak usrah yang akan dihandle tu, tak banyak pula bicara. Angguk je!! Aduss dalam diri waktu tu hormone dah berkeliaran habis, tambah berterabur lagi bila Didi kata naqibah kena approach anak-anak usrah sendiri dan perkenalkan diri sebagai murabbi mereka. Huh hampir tercekik tapi nasib ada selingan sikit dari Didi, sedikit pembakar semangat dan kata-kata yang melunakkan hati tengah gabra ni…tapi gabra tu tak habis dekat situ je.
‘Syahirah, saya takutla dengan awak….’, apakan daya merintih dalam diam je ni.

*****
Itu waktu awal-awal dulu…tersenyum sendiri bila ingat balik.
Tapi sekarang…
Miftahul Jannah dah jadi medium untuk kita kenal Allah…dengan lebih dekat
Miftahul Jannah mengusik hati dengan hikayat perjuangan Rasul, para pejuang Islam…
Miftahul Jannah mencuit hati-hati yang sedang mencari cahaya hidup…
Miftahul Jannah menyebabkan saya, awak dan dia kini boleh bertegur sapa, bergurau, usik-mengusik..
Dan sekarang, Miftahul Jannah dah menjadi kesayangan dan kerinduan…
Tambah-tambah awak ye Syahirah ,..hmm dulu Syahirah, sekarang saya panggil awak Basya. Awak dah nak pergi rupanya. Tak sampai 3 bulan pun kita kenal. Awak ni macam anginla Basya, angin yang singgah sebentar. Tapi awak bukan angin biasa-biasa, awak luar biasa punya pakej!! 
Persinggahan awak dalam hidup saya dan yang lain memberi kesan yang mendalam, membawa perkhabaran yang sangat indah.
Dulu ‘saya takut dengan awak’, tapi sekarang  ‘saya sayang awak’.
Ajaibkan hubungan yang ada ni. Inilah ‘The Miracle’ yang Allah tunjukkan. Persaudaraan yang disertai tarbiyah iman di dalam hati- hati mereka pasti membuahkan kasih sayang yang cukup ajaib juga walapun perkenalan tu adalah sesingkat satu tahun, satu bulan, satu minggu, satu hari, satu jam atau mungkin boleh jadi satu saat dengan izin Allah.
Kerana takdir-Nya kami bertemu, dan kerana takdir-Nya juga kami terpisah…

*Miftahul Jannah;nama kumpulan usrah.
p/s : sori ye Basya kalau terbaca entri nie. Terima kasih juga untuk semua.
(Nadiah, Ain, Auni, Farah, Kak Mimie, Intan dan tak lupa juga Basya)

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A Beautiful Hadith

Rasulullah S.A.W said : 'When a man dies and his relatives are busy in funeral, there stands an extremely a handsome man by his head. When the dead body is shrouded, that man gets in between the shroud and the
chest of the deceased. When after the burial, the people return home, 2 Angels, Munkar an Nakir( names of two special Angels ), come in the grave and try to separate this handsome man so that they may be able to interrogate the dead man in privacy about his faith. But the handsome man says, 'He is my companion, he is my friend. I will not leave him alone in any case. If you are appointed for interrogation, do your job. I cannot leave him until I get him admitted into paradise.
Thereafter
he turns to his dead companion and says, 'I am the Quran which you used to read, sometimes in a loud voice an sometimes in a low voice. Do not worry. After the interrogation of Munkar and Naker, you will have no grief.' When the interrogation is over, the handsome man arranges for him from Al-Mala'ul A'laa ( the Angels in Heaven ) silk bedding filled with musk. Rasulullah S.A.W said : 'On the day of Judgement before Allah, no other Intercessor will have greater status than Quran, neither a Prophet nor an Angel.'

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